tired

i am tired.
tired from studying, tired from waiting, tired from trying, tired from thinking.
tired from living up to expectations.
maybe life should go back to how it should be.
maybe all this is just a dream.
maybe i dont see my glass slipper anymore.

disappointed
not by the action but by the reaction.

PUFFF

its disappointing when people make empty promises.
it gives you hope, bring you high up into the sky.
and PUFFF, they take it all away and you land hard.


its even more disappointing when its your loved ones
not one but twice in a day.

bad day

sit down. rest. lie down. nua. trying to close my eyes and sleep. drink water. lie on my bed. roll on my sofa. i tried all sort of methods. but it doesnt seem to work. :(

breaking out in cold sweat. feeling cold. stomach hurts. the best way to start exams.
i wanna set my mind on studying but i cant.
i know i need rest but i cant rest peacefully.
when i lie down, i start thinking abt my work, my lecture notes, my tutorials.
tell me what shld i do
i hate this feeling :(

p'nut

P'NUT!

met p'nut at this shop and i felt an affinity with him.
was thinking of him even after i got home and a week later, TADA, he's my friend! :)
he's a lovely friend who is with me 24/7.
thru' thick and thin. thru' the hard times like exams and fun times like post-exams celebration.
WHEEEE.
introducing P'NUT!

1234 i love you :)

my fav song for now. :)
its so sweet.
ying thinks all guys should listen to this song and learn! HAHA

1234 i love you :)
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.

you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you. (i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you. (i love you)

give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.

you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you. (i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you (i love you)

you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you (i love you)

the joy of driving.

ying loves driving at night.
wind down the windows, enjoy the wind, play my fav music, drive on the highway.
it gives me time and space to think about things.
its like my own private space, just me myself. :)

maybe i like kangaroo instead of elephant.
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do.