一个人有没有心，是感觉得到的。
从一开始的无话不说到现在的沉默无言，你认为我没有感觉到吗?
就当是我被你骗一次，利用一次。
为什么开始的我总是期待遇见你，而现在的我却等不急要你离开我的世界。

Turn To Jesus :)

Jesus my Saviour
My Lord and My King
Insulted, rejected
for all our sins
Knowing pain
He went through it all
So I turn to Jesus
He's there when I fall

Lord I need you
Lord I cry out to you
My only refuge
from this world
Lord I need you
Lord I cry out to you
My only shelter
my hope and saviour

Jesus my comfort
my strength and my shield
Sorrow and sadness
He knows how I feel
Knowing my struggles
He went through it all
So I turn to Jesus
Who's been there before

has been replaying this song for days :)

you're here to be happy.

we're in a crisis, that's not a good thing.
well, it'll make you stronger.

but in the end, you will only remember the good things.

don't waste time with nonsense, there's plenty of it.
go and find what makes you happy while you can, since time slips away very quickly.

because i promise you that the only thing you won't like about life is that life is too short.
you're here to be happy. :)

thanks bryon for sharing. :)

from you, i learn that love is a choice. 
you pick me up to let me fall again.
seriously, you are not much better than him.

他不知不觉地闯入我的世界，颠倒了一切顺序，带给我最幸福也最辛苦的时刻。
他让我相信了爱情，让我不顾一切的为他付出，听信了他的甜言蜜语。
然后在我没有防备的时候，他选择了离开。
他给我好多好多的理由，只为了要我放弃他。

当时的我，彷徨无助，就像失去了生命的中心点。
你就像是上帝派来的天使，一直在我的身旁，默默的守护着我。
你告诉我：“对不起，我没有仙丹，不能把你马上治好，但我会一直在你身边。”

现在，病治好了，伤复原了，你也像天使一样，不见了。
你也像他一样地闯入我的世界，让我再相信以后，悄悄地离开。
最痛苦的是，你连给我解释的机会都没有，你连一个理由都没有。

我们做选择的时候，最困难的不是选择什么，是要放弃什么。我真的不想放弃。

officially missing you

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you

Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you

Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

It official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you

took a day off from studying and rushing assignments to meet special people and go for an interview :)

met kim for lunch at ps. we went crazy shopping at paper market!
so many pretttty things to buyyy :)
and then she walked me to macdonald house cos i had no idea where is that. haha.
its the 'OHH, everytime i drive past but never take notice of it' building.

interview at GolinHarris was gooood. :)
but its like 2hours long. interview, test, interview. (yes, i was interviewed twice.)
everything sounds so exciting  and fun there.
i am praying hard that i get the internship! :)

drove to great world for dinner with ms yong and joan.
great world is such a place, joan got lost getting there while i got lost in the mall. haha.
had a really good chat with ms yong before joan came, gave me a lot of new perspectives.
thanks for listening and all the advices :)

oh, just wanted to share a small episode in the toilet.
when i walked into the toilet, i saw this cute little boy standing outside a closed toilet cubicle.
and i was like thinking 'so cuteee, but why is he standing so close to the door?'
this little boy then decided to walk to the next cubicle and i heard..
'heys. where are you? i dont see your shoes. where are you?'
and then the boy ran back to stand at the cubicle.
after a while, he ran away again and the same question came.
he said 'i am hereee.' and went back to the cubicle again.

many times, we are like the small boy, we like to run around, we like to do things behind our parents back, without telling them.
the first time they asked, we will answer their questions, we will do what they said.
but after multiple times, sometimes we stopped answering their questions, we stopped listening to them.
have we ever put ourselves in our parents shoes, how do they feel when they dont see the shoes anymore?