loneliness.

loneliness is not about where you are or who you are not with.
its a time when you feel extremely empty, unwanted and unimportant.
it seems like you are so insignificant that 'no one would even notice if you left this town and never came back'

it's always hard to lose someone. especially someone you hold dearly to you.
initially things were great, i thought we hit it off quite well.
love hanging out with each other and felt really comfortable.
and then things got different.
we hang out lesser, hardly talked and distanced ourselves.
i cant help but think that i was the one who caused the breaking point of these all.

i dont deny that things have been hard for me recently but its probably a lot harder for you.
to be there, to endure it all and then to be unsure of what's going on.
maybe i should just clear things up with you.
let you in on the situation. that's if you allow me to.
now you are just shutting yourself up and giving me all sorts of excuses.

p.s i dont know if you will be seeing this. but if you do, give us a chance to talk things out. :)