maybe this is the silver lining through it all.

just that i didnt realise it earlier.

took everything for granted all these while, thinking it will always be there.

without you, i think it will be so much harder, so much longer.

you made this whole journey so much less painful and difficult.

one day, reality hit.

your change of attitude, your coldness, you distanced yourself.

you are obviously avoiding me.

it hurts. it pains.

i was affected.

i wish we had a chance to explain yourselves.

you dont know how i feel, neither do i know what you are thinking.

i hate this second guessing game.

if you could let that ego goes, maybe things will be better.

but neither do i want force you cos i know it will push you further away.

dont promise because i hate empty promises.